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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

everything seemed to be going wrong at this moment.
sigh. results, school, me, people, teachers. everything.

i just seemed to be making lots of enemies.
teachers, people. whoever.
okay. my attitude sucks. i admit.
=/ i guess i shouldn't voice out my opinions anymore,
people just cannot accept it.
is it a sensitivity issue or what?
i made a comment and people won't be happy.
but that's just me?
and teachers especially, they seemed keen on picking on me.
LIMPY is one classic example.
i was just talking to sharon about something and she has to bullshit so much about me.
i mean, yes, its my fault that i talked and all.
but she made some comments which obviously pisses me off.
and me, being me, won't sit there and let her attack me.
people who know me will know that i will stand up for myself and not get insulted for nothing.
and where's the freedom of speech that we are all entitled to?
but that's just teachers for you.
they simply love making assumptions.
and not get their facts right first, then they will judge you.
typical. they really should change if they expect better attitude from students.
and i really got to do something with my mouth.
it just can't seem to stop shooting.
arghh. i shall just shut up next time i hear something unpleasant?
at least, troubles and insults would be prevented and avoided.
that's so not me, but we gotta face up to reality.
when is it that we actually reveal our true self?
we are constantly wearing that mask to conceal us.
having to pretend to be what people expect us to be.
alrights. i learnt my lesson.
shut up and keep my comments to myself.
so sorry people if i offended you with my comments and all.
yeah. superficial world this is.

gotta buck up for end of year.
mum is not happy with results.
it seems like once i fail, it will be the end of the world.
okay, that's only to my mother.
yeah. typical mother. always expect the best out of everything.
and not knowing how we feel.
no one understands. even if you tell them,
they will just brush you off. it always happen.
yeah. what a meaningful entry? haha. bullshit.